Crafting, mostly

I hate living alone. I've done it more than long enough to know that it's really really bad for my mental health and that I just fucking hate it.

That said, I am absolutely terrified about moving out of Texas. I'm scared to be that far away from family. I know we don't always get along, but my sibs and my dad have my back when I need them. Yes, I'm sheltered. I'm also scared as hell, so every step of planning is like running a marathon. Lists only serve to give me a concrete item to fixate my anxieties on.

And I don't even know how to bring up these anxieties with my partner without sounding like I don't want to be with her. I'm not backing out, I'm just scared.